3# Poetry Prompt - A Letter You'll Never See

I've seen you.
I've met you.
I've held your hand,
And laughed with you.
You're a continuos reoccurrence in my life.
A constant thought.
A Lovely thought. Brash and unattainable.
A crippling realization. Unattainable.
You laugh and smile at me with blinding radiance.
And while I cover my eyes,
Those few seconds of darkness leave me barren.
Wanting nothing more than to let myself be blinded by you.
But this is all but a dream.
A Wish.
Something I ask for every time I see 11:11
But for now I'll pretend.
I'll pretend to be happy just being by your side.
I'll pretend to smile along with you,
Hoping my farce doesn't slump it's way through.
For now I'm fine with pretending.
Even though I know you will never be mine.